I can’t believe its actually over.
This whole conversation went from what we felt for each other to never speaking again. Right now, it just hurts because I’ll NEVER be able to find a true guy like him. He was honestly the best I ever had. I don’t even know what to feel but hurt. My heart is definitely broken because I actually let him go. “it was for the best.” I said. Funny how he understood absolutely everything. Yeah he sounded hurt but he understood. Which is what I love about him the most. My mindis going widly insane that I can’t stop thinking about so many things. I can’t do this anymore. I simply can’t. Hopefully God can bless with such an extraordinary guy like him. Those are TRULY hard to find. I guess i’ll be focusing on my pre-career for now and see where that takes me. Hopefully I don’t regret doing this. Goodbye Andre and I’ll see you when I see you. I love you.
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